Anche se la prima volta quasi ebbi un crollo mentale solo con quelle parole, e stavo sentimentalmente bene, la volta dopo erano poco. C’era quel bellissimo testo, quelle note di pianoforte, ma non c’ero io.
Ci son quasi riuscite le note di “Too much love will kill you” dei Queen. Portandomi vicino all’oblio, sul filo di questa vita, lasciandomi indeciso se piangere o guidare. Alla fine un qualche destino ha scelto che dovessi guidare ma dentro me il cuore si contorceva vedendo me stesso in quel pentagramma, stampato su carta, ascoltando quelle parole, quella voce. C’era tutto di me, dalle mie speranze, alle mie parole. Tutto e troppo. E con quel tempo non ho davvero resistito, un qualche vetro dentro me ha iniziato a cadere a pezzi, riflesso su riflesso, nella trasparenza della sua vita mancante.
C’era un me che guidava, che rischiava di piangere, con quel fiume di cose dentro che volevano dire la loro, che volevano davvero uccidermi,
d’amore.
[Queen – Too much love will kill you]
I’m just the pieces of the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
I’m far away from home
And I’ve been facing this alone
For much too long
I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would be
In my tangled state of mind
I’ve been looking back to find
Where I went wrong
Too much love will kill you
If you can’t make up your mind
Torn between the lover
And the love you leave behind
You’re headed for disaster
‘cos you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you
Every time
I’m just the shadow of the man I used to be
And it seems like there’s no way out of this for me
I used to bring you sunshine
Now all I ever do is bring you down
How would it be if you were standing in my shoes
Can’t you see that it’s impossible to choose
No there’s no making sense of it
Every way I go I’m bound to lose
Too much love will kill you
Just as sure as none at all
It’ll drain the power that’s in you
Make you plead and scream and crawl
And the pain will make you crazy
You’re the victim of your crime
Too much love will kill you
Every time
Too much love will kill you
It’ll make your life a lie
Yes, too much love will kill you
And you won’t understand why
You’d give your life, you’d sell your soul
But here it comes again
Too much love will kill you
In the end…
In the end.
Andrea (sdl)
